Can a person be so blind?
Not to be able to see, what was happening behind him?
She, that is supposed to have paid bills,
She, which wanted us to save.
All things may feel, so lovely and beautiful.
Yet, they are things which, when you find out,
Make you jump up and down in temper.
As you are told of your major deficits,
A problem that creates a financial burden, for yourself.
Is this the same woman, who used to be of mine,
As real as she had turned out, to be?
The definite answer is,'No'.
Never-ending straight sex is and will always be her goal,
Even if she had her head and arms up, in the air,
And the rest of her body, dug underneath the sands and soils.
With my girl, most accounts were not paid.
My earnings, I didn’t have a chance to touch.
Money wasn’t being splurged on myself, at first,
And then the rest was spent on Michelle.
Not a word from me, could suggest changes in spending,
I now have to wait until urgent debts are cleared.
With another year to go, I’d have most likely end up in jail,
Or keep paying more debts and leaving myself, with no savings base at all.
No true marriage or defector relationship,
Would be like the one I had, from week to week.
Now I’ve got to manage my own finance,
To try to live by myself, eventually.
To see the few good friends, I used to see before.
To be back with my family and fighting for myself.
To bring back the peace to all I had known,
Whether I had been “Right” or “Wrong”,
Let me wake up, from the crisp and fresh new dawn!
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